Sunday, 30 October 2011

I Just Don’t Know What To Do With Myself!! (REPOST)

Introduction: Just so you know, this is just a repost from my blog in Friendster years ago! So there's no need for that "you need a shoulder to cry on" comment! LOL I just wanna share this post so you'd know what it'd be like in a state where you are just STUPID & CRAZY in LOVE and get HURT! LOL


Listening to some sad and mellow songs makes you think how these songwriters were able to create such good music. I mean, were all their experiences that bad that writing these songs were so poetic and flawless that they really captured same sentiments of the ones hearing them?

Most often that not, people would refer to pain as something that is instrumental for them to become strong at the end of every journey. In fact, they become inspiration to why songs written are very powerful that they really hit you big in your gut. And it is through these songs why we love so much to relate to them as we try to find answers on "why me". Then we rationalize – I could’ve, would’ve and should’ve done this or that. But at the end of the day, there are no more answers and you have cried a river.

I for one is a perfect example of that. I am currently listening to Bacharach’s "I Just Don’t Know What To Do With Myself," also to Lea Salonga’s rendition of Odette Quesada’s "I Need You Back," to Sade’s "By Your Side."

All these songs and more, which I think now sums up why I am listening to them. It’s not because I’m sad it’s just that these songs help me get through everyday now that I’m alone. (You know what I mean!) Also, I or we all, for that matter, listen to sad songs because it gives us an inspiration or answers to why we sink ourselves in pain so to later realize that there’s more to life than agony.

After writing this, I am so over pain and all that shit. But I still listen to sad and mellow songs. Just for the nostalgia of it!


This entry was posted on Thursday, October 25th, 2007 at 7:21am and is filed under The Diary of Noeh A. Jani in my Friendster account. I wrote this blog in response to the falling out I had with ___________. Don't have to name names here coz' their partners at the moment might kill them LOL

By the way, who among here are into JERKS? Why is that all the time, we always attract JERKS? LOL And we did not even ask for  it!! They just show up unexpectedly while us, unguardedly become gaga over them. Which leads me to conclusion, AM I A JERK as well? LOL Just kidding!

Forget all animosity and Spread LOVE, DOLLs! :D


Wanna share to you this song, Hold On from Wilson Phillips.
Havin' the worst LSS (last song syndrome) but in a good way.
Have you seen The Bridesmaid? Really funny movie. A you'll know why I have this case of LSS. Enjoy

Saturday, 22 October 2011


Nothing breaks my heart more than anything in this world but children who are in desperate need of LOVE.

Today is a very sad but a fulfilling day for both me & my good friend, Yves who is celebrating her pre-birthday soiree with children who are orphans in this side of the world. The group's minister, refused to be named as they want no attention or whatsoever to his orphanage because it is a private institution that is funded by several businessmen in the city.

As we were preparing the kids before the party formally started. I personally couldn't help but start to be a little teary knowing that these children are abandoned or w/ parents that died and several other heart breaking stories that led to their present situation.

I always have a soft spot for little children who are in pain. Im a frustrated wannabe mom, that explains how close I am to my nieces & nephew. So wannabe-mom that I border this "mommyger" or stage mom to their every school performance. So, I want nothing more but only the best for the kids coz' they deserve all the LOVE & attention. And to see innocent lives being taken away with the most essential relationship that would nurture them for the rest of their lives especially their childhood, totally sad & heart breaking.

However, sad as it may seem. We are so blessed that we were able to share a little something to these kids. When I learned about this plan months ago, that Yves is organizing a little party for underprivileged kids. I right away volunteered to join. And a lot of our friends also pitched in by sharing what they have financially.

It was a successful party for these kids. To see a lot of genuine smiles you know that have warmed their hearts in a way coz we made them feel wanted. And I know that is something big to them. And in our own little way, we have shared a little of what we have too.

At the end of the party, we were so happy to have helped these unwanted & abandoned kids. It's those little moments in our blessed life & as we grow older, we don't need anymore any of those WILD COLORFUL soirees with boozes that makes you forget the night of your party. We want a party that is as meaning as having to share your blessings with these kind of people. And it's a differend kind of happiness, fulfillment & satisfaction when you are able to help such group of people.

For sure, this is not only the beginning. But just a start.

With that, I want to thank Yves for taking me here to Mati City and letting me experience it all. LOVES it! Happy birthday, Mama!


Excited for our island hopping tomorrow!
Will take lots & lots of photos!
(Pardon the photos in this post as all of which are taken using my phone. Im making this blog entry and the one before this using my iphone. Just so happy Im able to do it with this new Blogger app. LOVES it! So convenient & easy!)

Friday, 21 October 2011

Miss Piggy For MAC Cosmetics

Hey DOLLs!

One of my fave characters in The Muppet Show is Miss Piggy. Why? Because she's a DIVA and nothing like her in Hollywood history has matched such charisma, attitude, glamour and fabulous lifestyle. She is undeniably the best in the industry.

Back then, as a kid, I wanted to be like her. I mean, she knows how to work it. And I LOVE LOVE her just like Kermit do. Oh, she's such a darlin'! Not only Kermit, but the whole world is captivated by her.

What's good about it now is that, I can emulate her winning looks because MAC has commisioned her to create a line based on her timeless DIVA pegs. Three MAC products dedicated to her signature, traffic stopping looks. And I can't wait to get my hands on this line of MAC MU. All available now. LOVE IT!

Here's THE MISS PIGGY For MAC Make-up Line.
1.Piggy-pink cheeks
2.Marc Jacobs-wooing eyelashes
3. Liquid liner


I think that blush totally complements my tone. #excited

Thursday, 20 October 2011

Versace for H&M

What comes to mind if you hear VERSACE?
What comes to mind if you hear H&M?
Fabulous fashion at a great price.

For years, H&M has been a constant forefront in fashion for everyday people. The company has made fashion readily available for the masses. With collaborations starting from Karl Lagerfeld in 2004 to Stella McCartney in 2005, the avant-garde duo Viktor & Rolf in 2006.  From Madonna (2007) to Kylie Minogue. Roberto Cavalli, Jimmy Choo, Matthew Williamson, Sonia Rykiel to Comme des Garcons (2008).  And just last year, Lanvin, a French fashion house was its guest designer.

Currently, Versace is its featured designer to collaborate for H&M.  The press site went live earlier today, showcasing its entire collection in all of its flashy, gold-studded glory. Plenty of pink, gold detailing & palm tree patterns. All of it, The House of Versace is known for. Accessories, purses and scarves also speaks of the Versace's excessive lifestyle brand and opulence that we all love and adore. 

Here it is! 
The Vercase for H&M collection! 




There you have it! Fun pieces, right?
Can't wait for this to hit stores!


Photo credits: H&M

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

Happy Birthday to ME!

This is sort of a late post. *Smacks head!*

I'm such a terrible blogger. I keep my readers  left hanging. Apologies.
Hope I'm forgiven. :)

On the eve of my birthday, I got so many greetings. I felt the love a DIVA deserves and it was truly amazing knowing everyone cared and remembered to greet. :D

I posted this photo of mine in my Facebook account that sort of gives you a preview of me when I was young.
A before and after look. Funny coz' I recieved a lot of sweet and humorous comments. Reading it gave me enough endorphins (happy hormones) to last me for my next birthday. LOVE IT! Thank you guys!

My fascination with fashion & everything gay started when I was young. 
Which is obvious with my birthday cake figurines. LOL

I'm sure that photo made you smile as well. Same happy disposition. High spirited and all in plaid. Haha

I spent my birthday celebrating it with my family. Me and my 3y.0. niece, Sarah share the same birthday. It was a fun intimate family gathering. You know how much I love them. so basically, it was a family affair. Love it!

That's Sarah in her red dress. The time she was born, I was planning a party on my own. It was a fun story coz' I end up being late in my own party while attending to my sister-in-law while she delivered Sarah. I mean, literally, I was in the Operating Room covering the delivery up until the nurses did a routine newborn care for her. (I used to work as a staff nurse, stationed at Operating Room, NICU and Delivery Room) My party back then was supposed to start at around 7pm, as the invitation stated. I made it to the party by 9pm that time. LOL But it was all worth it. One of the memorable birthdays I've had.

Anyways. This couldn't be a more nice birthday for me coz'
I started a new gig as a resident blogger and stylist for Rainbow Project Store.
Hope you guys will go check it as they offer really great and fabulous deals.
Of course, all chic fashion items that we all are looking for at a really friendly price. Hope you get to check it. I mean, Im dead SERIOUS that you need to go click the link  

That's it DOLLs!

Thanks for all your well wishes and enjoy your day!


Sunday, 2 October 2011


OMG! I'm such a bad person. Haven't visited this blog for over a month now and I am so guilty I haven't replied to any of the comments. :(

APOLOGIES! Hope I'm forgiven. :)

Here's the thing.  We're having issues with our internet provider. To which company that is, I'm not gonna mention.  Although that company already tweeted me (follow me: @Noehs_Ark)  that they'll do something about it. But up until now -- NADA! Oh well!

Anyways, on a more positive note -- OCTOBER is my birthday month. WEEEEEEE!

I am so happy it's October again. Yet I am in a way sad. I'm a year older! Birthday blues! Urgh! 

What to do on my birthday? :(

Last year! 
It was a fun party! My friends pushed me to the pool and I wasn't prepared for it. But it was fun! :D

So what to do this year?
I am so confused.. :(

This is it for now y'all!

To all who emailed, LOVING IT!
Keep them coming. I truly appreciated all the queries and complements.
Love y'all guys!


This song is for y'all!
Moon River by Audrey Hepburn.
Always a favorite of mine. 
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